Although part of me feels incomplete without knowing why Dana time travels, like the other books we’ve read in this class, I still (again) enjoyed Kindred. The final section of the novel, “The Rope,” is intense and sort of scary as well. Dana losing an arm is not what I found scary, mostly since Butler told us that would occur in the prologue. Rather, I found it scary that Rufus tried to rape Dana—and even more so that Dana was almost okay with it. Throughout the novel, Dana resists integrating into the 1800s antebellum south culture, yet she slowly begins to feel more at "home" there and begins to become friends with Sarah, Carrie, and others. The science fiction aspect of time travel emphasizes how Dana, who belongs to the 20th century, can become influenced to leave her 20th century ideas and unwillingly adopt the antebellum south lifestyle. Even though (unlike Vonnegut's postmodern description of the Tralfamadorians) Butler never goes into detail regarding why the sci fi aspects happen—the time travel and Dana's arm becoming part of the wall—occur, both science fictions aspects seem to have significant roles in part of Butler's point in writing Kindred. As I've already delved into the topic of time travel on a previous post, I will focus this one on Dana's arm.
After injuring Rufus, Dana time travels back to 1976 and finds herself “joined to the wall as though [her] arm were growing out of it—or into it” (261). She then “[pulls her] arm towards [herself]”and no longer has her arm “from the spot where Rufus’ fingers had grasped it” and down (261). The first thing that I find curious is why Butler chose to have Dana’s arm become stuck in a wall, rather a part of the wall. On the surface, the wall may seem to represent the end to Dana’s time traveling as a literal boundary between the past and the present. Yet, the notion of a separation between the past and the present seems contradictory to Butler’s motive throughout the rest of the novel—which is, to write a story that gives readers a more tangible understanding of the slavery institution in the antebellum south. Therefore, I think that her connection to the wall is not as a boundary. Instead the wall represents something that is unchanging, like the past with Rufus that Dana experienced. I think it is important that Rufus, as he is dying or becoming “cold and nonliving,” (like a wall,) is holding Dana’s arm as she time travels. By comparing Rufus in the 19th century to a stationary wall that Dana is literally joined with at the point where Rufus was holding her, Butler emphasizes that like the wall, the past exists and is connected to Dana as much as she is connected to it. Although Rufus is not living in 1976 California, he is a closer part of Dana than she may believe.
Butler’s choice to have Dana loose her left arm also intrigues me. Butler says that she “couldn’t let Dana return whole,” because Dana was so changed by her experiences in the 19th century. Before knowing about this quote, I was curious as to why not let Dana bring something back from the past. Aside from possibly being somewhat cliché and uninteresting with the tool of science fiction, bringing something or gaining something from the past may be more natural to understand, as Dana gains a better understanding of her relatives' experiences in the antebellum south. Losing an arm, however, seems to take this idea one step forward, as well as emphasizing that Dana has changed. Yes, her arm is gone, but it is part of her history, as are her relatives. Although her arm, like people from the past, are not present in the same century or place or year, it (they) are relevant to Dana's life and their actions/beliefs continue to shape the constantly changing society. Deciding not to live with knowledge of their experience may be like living physically whole but intellectually/emotionally incomplete, possibly similar to feeling incomplete without all information regarding the Kennedy assassination. I am still wondering about any further meanings that Dana's arm may have...any thoughts?